dinner

went to los tress amigo's with caden and blake. caden was so good! i wrote him out a voided check to playt with. he loved it. poor baby chocked on a chip though. he started gagging and i hurried up and picked him up. then he threw up all over me. i was so scared...but he was ok. he wouldn't eat any of his food he just kept eating mine and blake's. which was fine. blake and i got to talk a little. were getting along so good! he even told me thank you for dinner and gave me a kiss. it was so sweet. on the way home caden sang about cody. it was so sweet.

borderline personality dissorder

borderline personality dissorder is a psychological condition charectorized by a disturbance in personality function. this condition is typically associated by unusual instability in moods and black and white thinking. black and white thinking means you either see something all good or all bad. resulting in episodes of unstable relationships, identity, and behavior.this leaves a person unable to relate to other. a person could crave loving relationships and push people away at the same time.they have trouble accepting gray areas. people with borderline personallity have a distorted view ofthemself. they see their self as flawed or even evil.people with BPD also may feel at times that they are invisible or worthless.BPD patients may also feel that they are being victimized and everyone is out to get them. they may feel like a small child lost in the mall self image often changes frequently. this may lead to frequent changes in jobs, friendship and goals. depression, substance abuse, anxiety dissorder, and obsessive compulsive dissorder sometimes coincides with BPD. generally it affects people over the age of eighteen, although sometimes .it's found among adolesence.syptoms usually start during adolesence but come on fullfledge in adulthood.abput 69-75% with BPD self mutilate. they may think that they are the enemy and feel the need to harm onself. suicide rates are high among people with BPD, with suicide rates as high as 8-10%.more symptoms of BPD involve modd swings, impulsive self damaging behavior, fear of abandoment, agressive behavior.anger problems, paranoia, lossing sense of reality.about every two in one hundred people have BPD. Scientist have not found the cause of BPD. they believe it could run in families. people with a history of childhood abuse, death of a parent, or childhood neglect could play a role in getting the dissorder.

yesterday's outting

mom and i picked my little babies up yesterday around three. we went to the goodwill in alton. i held cody and held caden's hand while we walked into the store. we got some movies there for them. barney and some others. then we headed over to the toy isle and both the boys kept saying,"ball" so we gave them two little footballs. they were so excited! we went over bby the stuffed animals and caden asked to get one. he picked up a ballerina teddy bear and said, "i want this one!" then mom said that it was a girl toy and he put it down. i didn't care if he got it though. i'm pretty cool about him playing with girl toys, he just a little guy you know? anyways mom handed him a puppy and he loved it. he asked for it when we got in the car. we were headed to golden coral when caden said, "Iwant to go to mcdonalds!" so we went to mcdonald's instead. when we got in their mom was filling the sodas and i put cody down so i could wheel myself. he of course ran the other way. i told caden to help him follow mommy to the table. he held cody's hand and with the other hand he directed him towards me. it was so sweet. he's such a good big brother and such a good little helper. caden ate most of his food. cody barely ate because he got ahold of a cup of ketchup. he was happily dipping his fries in it and sucking the ketchup off. he threw all his fries on the floor and kept stealing moms fries. we gave him apple pieces and he made funny faces when he bit into them. then he spit the out down himself. we went over to grandma darr's house. the boys kept rearanging her candles. cody also got ahold of her expensive croaking frog. i held it whille he played with it.had to change cody's butt and his diapy rubbed his poor little leggies raw. so i let him run around naked for a little while. he wouldn't get dressed when it was time to leave so we all went to the door and said,"bye, cody." he waved by to us. lol. he wanted to stay at grandma darr's. we got to my moms house and caden's new movie, rugrats in paris that i got him had came in. he watched that till it was time to leave. when we took them home caden got really upset and stated that he wanted to stay with mama, and nana. it was so sad. i had the greatest day with my boys. boy did they wear me out though. i was ready for bed when i got back to my moms.

things i like

90210es, yellow roses, reeses, Everybody Loves Raymond, FRIENDS,Bones,friendship, big green tractor song, my kind of party song, Jason Aldean, Ian Somerhaulder, Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries, starburst, new york style cheesecake, meatloaf, the texas steakhouse, los tres amigos, pumpkin cheesecake blizzards, peanut butter shakes, Pan's Labyrinth, Peter Pan, Alice in Wonderland, Jersey shore, pauly D, Vinny, snooki, anything with the word mom on it, birthstones, horoscopes, stuffed animals, qirradelli caramel centered candy,caramel, vanilla cappriccinos, scrapbook kits, pictures, vanilla candles, love spell perfume, blackraspberry vanilla lotion, dark kiss perfume, bath & body works, claire's, necklaces, earings, costume jewlry, hot pink, yellow, cloathing, shoes, belts, scarves, precious, the game of life, chicken quesidillas, zebra print, sunglasses, peace signs, jewelry with names, posters, going to the park, going to the bar, vodka, margerettas, parties, taco bell, king of queens, roseanne, writting, poetry, sylvia plath, dr. pepper, marachinno cherries,stars, drinking games, phones, computers, t.v.'s, One Tree Hill, anklets, cold case, colorfull purses, headbands, photo albums, going to the movies, lynard synard, free bird song, simple man song, texting, aeropostale, abercrombie and fitch, spencers, holloween costumes, halloween, valentine's day, cards, kate winslet, pearl harbor, titanic, the history channel, summer, fall, that 70's show, fingernail polish, getting nails did, rugrat's, chicken parmesan, black cherry vess, the sun, camping, reading, remember me by marry higgin's clark, brownies, taking pictures, cameras, pecans, long hair, scary movies, apple pie gum, cars, nature walks, hairspray, the trees song, the piano man song, billy joel, homemade pizza, chips, painting, crafts, litteracy classes, christmas trees, diamond rings, wild country, sweaters, blogging, love, snuggies, pilloe pals, house slipers, robes, pajamas, Supernatural, 90210, the simpsons, american dad, family guy,how i met your mother, stickers, journaling, shopping, boating, picniks, dancing,motherhood, fishing,steel magnolias, the princess bride, holes, the outsiders, blow, dazed and confuzed, cronicles of narnia, fried mushrooms, fried pickles, fried green tomatoes, chineese food, mythology, egg salad sandwhiches, fried fish, going to grafton, caramel hershey kisses, four leaf clovers, hnadwritten love letters, romance, window clings,

ring around the rosie (worst movie)

ring around the rosie get's two thumbs down from me. this movie was horrible.there's this young girl named, karen bladwin,(played by gina phillips). she enheiret's this old house that she and her sister used to live in from her dead grandmother.she decides to sell te house and plans to go up tere to clear it out. anyways her and her boyfriend get to this house and in the middle of the night she keeps hearing things.then her boyfriend leaves her there by herself. then she befriends this guy named pierce (played by tom sizemore) who lives in one of the barnes who takes care of the land and the animals. one night she wakes up and is halucinating and she ends up falling out of a window and pierce catches her. she goes and stays the night in his house because she i so freaked out. then she goes back to the mansion the next day her sister Wendy shows up.pierce keeps hanging around the house having dinner with them, cooking dinner for them, checking on them. karen seems suspicious of him but wendy is charmed by him. karen keeps wakinng up in the middle of the night hallucinating. one night when she was hallucinating she walked into a closet and pierce showed up behind her. he shut the door behind him and starts to kiss her. she freaks out and say's, "no this isn't right." he keeps kissing her. she escapes and run though the woods and almostfalls off of a cliff. pierce helps her back up then makes him follow her to the house while he's telling herabout this creepy guy torturing twins. then when she get's to the house she wakes up on the floor. she goes into a room and looks into a mirror thenpierce walks up to her.then her boyfriend calls he cops because he can't get ahold of karen. a cop goes up there and looks around and karen tells him everything is fine and he leaves. (what a dumb girl! some guy tries torape in the middle of nowhere and when te cops show up, knowing shes in danger tells them everything is ok) anyways she keeps hallucinating and keeps seeing herself and her sister as little girls with this pervert man following them into rooms. then she convinces her sister toleave with her but the car won't start. then her sister ends up down at pierce's house and their dancing and he starts shaking her a nd then karen comes running down and tries to get into t h e ma n's hou se but the doors locked. the guy tries to rape wendy. kare n finally gets t he door open and the end up getting away. they run to the mansion and he finds them. then their standing on a balcony and he pushes karen into wendy ad wendy falls off the balcony and dies. then karen stabbs pierce and runs out to her sisters body. where it is raining. then she sees a man's figure coming towards her and it turns out to be her boyfriend. then she hugs him and say's,'he killed wendy' then her boyfriend said , "wendy's been dead for seven years."then she runs to pierce's house and it turns out to be just an empty barn. so the whole movie was pretty much just a hallucination. then at the end it shows the two little girls in their bed and a pervert standing over them. then that's the end. it din't even make sense. i would not recomend seeing this movie. it wasn't even scary. it was just really dumb.

my review of that 70's show

that 70's show is awesome. i could really relate to the group when i was in highschool.donna pinciotti was played bylaura preppon. she was so down to earth. it was so great when donna and eric get together and such a tredgedy when he left for africa. i really think they should of got married. eric is kind of an asshole for ditching out on their wedding. especially since the wedding was his idea in the first place. then they tried to replace him with randy. who just did not fit into the group at all. he also had weird hair.

jackie burkhart who was played by mila kunis was so prissy and spoiled. she was so dumb for dating kelso. her and lori dissputted over kelso a few times and jackie ended up kicking her ass. jackie told her she needed to quit laying on her back in one episode lol. a little hypocritical though because jackie makes her way from kelso, to hide, to fez. she was the little cheerleading princes who loved unicorns. kelso played by ashton kutcher was so dumb. he was absolutely an idiot.....falling off the water tower, trying to pull a sign down with his van, dating two girls at once. then he has to learn some responsibility and grow up a little because he pregnated a librarian. he joins the police accademy and becomes a cop. like who the hell would trust that guy with a gun? hyde played by danny masterson was pretty cool. he was always so rational.he loved to party.it was so great that he got to find out who his father was. then him and his sister got to run the record store. wilmer valderelma who played fez was so funny. he loved to sing and dance. he loved disco and roller skating. he was obsessed with jackie. in one episode they roller skated in a contest together.he was the akward new foreign kid and they excepted him graciously into the group . iwasn't really that into the pot smoking but they didn't say the stupidest shit when they where high. i don't really like pot it makes me paranoid.the circle was great. i remember when red instaled that smoke detecter in the basement because he found oujt eric and hyde where smoking pot. he was so funny alway's, "dumbass this"and "dumbass that" kitty was especially my favorite always bringing home sex pamphlets for eric. she was a drinker too. she was always cooking and pampering the kids and she just had the funniest laugh.this show is one of my favorites.

top ten hottest girls

anna kournakova

kate winslet

penelope cruz

keira knightley

pippa middleton

kim kardashian

kate beckinsale

mila kunis

megan fox

kristana loken